It begins with a conversation….
union
A conversation already exists between ourselves and our soul 'other’… it has always existed… and we have ever longed for its substance to embrace us, hold us, fulfill us… to enfold and entangle our limbs around the him... her… other…our counterpart. (at this point you may wish to close all windows you have open on the desktop of partnerships, soul-mates and twin-flames along with all the divine masculine and sacred feminine literature).. The conversation here is pristine, like every listening to every incoming soul. It cannot be pre-empted or imposed upon, limited or lessened by prior knowledge or beliefs, or held into blinkered comfort zones. And it is definitely not being ‘manifested’ through itemizing the qualities we wish for in a partner and sticking it on our affirmation-loaded fridge door, for the morning ‘ritual íntention drill' with a strong black coffee. We listen in purity and integrity. Just as each incoming soul will reveal themselves in the perfect timing with pure understanding and the pristine steps of information to engage in action towards the meeting, the touch, the birth, the form…. the counterpart listening is the same. It exists and the conversation is precise.
Union is something we inherently think of from a human referent of want, desire, relationship, intimacy, sex, pro-creation and through a map made mostly of convention, tradition, culture, religion, and /or well ingrained belief systems tread a path towards, or away from partnership and family. Boy meets girl… or boy meets boy… or boy meets baby-mama, and so on… The boy who becomes the man, will discover himself through other, through his relationships.. and in today’s world thats a bit like starting to play Mario Bros on the 33rd level, and running and jumping and battling and eating the super power mushrooms whilst trying to work out exactly who Mario is, what he is about, his brother and family story,, why he is chasing the princess and why in the world he grew that moustache! In other words what is it to be a man in this crazy world, and how to navigate the game of life. In a world where a baby born with a penis cannot politically be called a boy without ‘freely’ choosing his gender to be masculine… how does the boy know what it is to be a man… what is expected of him in the world, how to stand as a man, what it is to be a father, a fighter, a lover…
The original design of human, if we consider the template of form, has lost many of its crucial bits. What we are looking at today is the de-basement of the design. In other words, we have lost base code information, at the temple level of form, that informs the base of who we are as biological forms expressing as masculine and feminine. We are creational beings, and building and birthing new creations is one of our key reasons for existing…. This work is centered around the incoming souls, so we talk a lot about the birthing of babies.. but creation is taking place constantly in every moment.. with every thought, every breath, every heart-beat… every action.. These biological forms are divine biological super computers in constant creator-generator motion.
Who we embody to be is where our creation takes shape.. It can be thought of as the shape we take, and the shape we give to the world… the shape of our life, our body, our giving and our making…. Every thought creates, and we sculpt the world with every choice and every action... our touch, our tangible experience, our sharing, our relationships, family….what we build in the world, and our legacy once we leave.. We are shaping reality with every perception, thought, choice and action.. and when we enter into union with other, we are moving into a new shape, or capacity to create. Beyond the two-as-one cliches, we are designed to transcend beyond our personal individual embodiment through other. Union is the base nature of our existence. It is a creational truth and one in which we remember our true shape and design... what it is to be masculine and what it is to be feminine in union with God.. And I don’t say that in any religious sense, obviously.. but a as a trinity form of mascline-feminine-neutral zero, that returns us to the godhead.. the zero-point core of creation. Union is our pathway home, the design of human in duality to know the infinite through our wholeness, within ourselves and with other.. our union in partnership and as the base of family and global community.
Beyond the convention we were taught to follow or reject, union has nothing to do with marriage and the shapes of relationships and families that have defined us in one way or another for aeons… the dominant- submissive cultures, owership, power-over, possession, dispossession, rape and destruction of the peoples and the world... What the masculine has claimed and wielded through the sword of gender, cock-in-hand, holding the power and dominance over ‘the submissive sex’. Beyond the fight of the feminine to rise up against the power imbalance and abuse, bleeding the blood of aeons of divine loss of the feminine freedom and power. Waaaay bigger than the story of this we may ascribe to, the writ we carry, watching the generations of our people suffer in one way or another… carrying the wounding until it has carved us into a shape in which we no longer recognize ourselves. Our soul cannot sculpt and shape and express itself through a form, a body, that has been brutalized through time…. pummeled into a shape that no longer fits.
So we seek to find the ‘right fit’, do we not? In whatever way that makes us happy, or where our edges no longer feel sharp and dangerous and the pain of loneliness doesn’t cut through our heart, stinging our eyes with all the forgotten loss. A template cut down and pieces torn out leaving gaping holes in which we no longer have an assemblage of wholeness, an organization of many parts that know themselves as one.. We have sharded split codes and parts which are seeking resolution, reconciliation, longing to be put back together so they make sense. That place in all of us where we want to simply make sense… and for the world around us to make sense…. And then we learn to manage the shapes of everything that do not make any sense at all.. do not fit, do not form, do not create union or freedom, or feel ók’ and yet must be accepted as ‘life’. Life is a bitch and then we die…
To be designed as two halves of a whole is to explore and understand what it is to come together and return to wholeness… where there is a perfect fit in a design that makes sense.. And it has bio-physics and universal quantum physics. To be designed as whole, and come into a body of masculine or feminine in duality is to experience and know wholeness through the separation and the return to union… to, our soul twin masculine-feminine of our true nature and identity... So coming home to ourselves through union with ourselves and other is a fundamental dynamic at every level of our soul-in-form. it defines the missing shapes, it informs the longing the seeking and the blinded=to loss of self, and purpose… It makes sense, and fulfills the longing to belong, and we begin to touch, know and explore the rightness of fit, and form, and life… everything we have ever sought through the faces and facets of this world.
From the entirety of union, or wholeness, the shape of the masculine must therefore define what it is to be feminine and the feminine gives shape to what it is to be masculine.. and we know the current and currency is designed to flow once the positive and negative electrical circuitry is built and functioning. So the design gives birth to itself. In pure creation. We procreate. But far more simply than this, we exist.. and the bio-circuitry of these biological forms are designed for union at every level of creation.. all the way to highest... We are a perfect form. Our material existence holds the keys and codes of the universe in its all-together-ness, where we all fit and know ourselves beyond our broken pieces and sharded loss. Union holds access though the design of the bio-form in duality to the Kingdoms in the sky…. Union takes us home through the heart, the soul and the body of other… interlocking.… engaging… igniting… lifting. like a lock-and-key opening a gateway to our original perfection… our true desgin.
So we have a moment in which we can step through the gateway, whole, and touch a wholeness that our human shards have not been able to access. And this does not require climbing a mountain, a spiritual seeking of truth, or a celibacy in the name of purity and denial of the corporeal… Rather it is a moment of pure surrender to the design of the flesh, the form of human in its pure sexual union, a gateway direct to heaven… without even taking the stairs..! A moment of transcendence through the body of union with other… through the design and nature of form in its most holy and most sexual… the ‘holy fuck’ is where it all comes together … damn!! And this holds no compromise.. it cannot be a corrupted base playing a game, the lock and key are perfectly designed only to fit in rightness and integrity of the design. And good news, it does not require both parties to be fully whole.. one person can hold the union codes, the lock and key, the interlocking and interlacing and inter-facing of two-forms-as-one… the lyrics of the song we all crave, when two become one.. the fantasy, the not real deal.. and the jacks fall… the jacked and the high-jacked bodies fall … to die á little death’ (le petit mort, as the French poetic term for orgasm) and be reborn…
To know totality of union, is to see the split, the tear, the loss of the base of union that we are as human. The many forces holding dis-unity and counter currency of masculine-feminine… the religious dis-unity of spirit and matter and the repercussions of the wider dis-unity of humanity. To know totality is to know the flesh, the form, the body in its fully embodied freedom of the soul to exist, express and create in union…. union with self, union with other and union with God.. (the teachings of Jesus uninterupted, uncorrupted for power, control and dominance). Global power base and human base betrayed go hand-in-hand. Like a zebra coloured in with pencils of all colours… we exist in full choromo-vision. She is not blind and powerless, he is not wielding the power of his penis, ‘the hooded stranger between us’ is not God, does not need to be given dominion.. and she does not need to fall to her knees in worship, or rise up in fight, freedom and liberaton… Neither polarity takes us anywhere except deeper into dis-unity… To reject the masculine or feminine is to to dis-unify our true nature .. to fight against, to use force to keep apart, sustain division and invert the true nature of our biology. As with all war, it is a path to destruction that takes us out of our true creational motion as universal humanity. We know ourselves thorough union, we create through union, and dis-unity is fall. Simply said. We embody into duality and hold the design and meaning and purpose of return to union at vast universal levels of existence. To seek flight through the wings of the eternal spirit is not a post-mort past-time. We have full access to forms’ infinite and eternal beauty and freedom… in these bodies.
THE DEEP DARK SECRETS
Lets take this a step further… If we understand that everything is taking place in many time space dimensions in this universe.. well its a timey-wimey kind of thing… but every layer of our human-earth matrix we are living has wider layers of ‘the matrix’ that was not created for our best interests, if you know what I mean…. The patterns are all layers, like a cake with icing in between each layer.. we are living and oblivious / and or protected from seeing -whichever way you prefer to hear this - the other layers in play. So for example the dark matrix was built on consumption and take / feed from other.. at a very dark beasty origin… so the base nature of all other layers and players in our created reality will hold the same ‘nature’ or pattern as inherent and sustained by the wider matrix. So our global culture is consumer-based - consume and subsume to survive, take/feed on other, destroy and possess, power over to give Dominion of the highest. If you look at this as the layers of the cake its all makes sense… not a fun-filled dulce la leche kind of sense.. that makes our tastebuds water, but it lands a truth of aeons. THE matrix we are living is built on many layers of matrices that hold and express the same base pattern. So if you see now that our base human template has been de-filed, raped, bled, taken… dot dot dot.. it makes sense of the distortion and depravity we see in the world, and the unmistakeable ‘normalizing of this as our ‘human nature’.
Our base sexual nature therefore exists and expresses itself as a direct presentation of the Dominion in play.. the forces that hold power over other.. that take and control and own… possessing the soul and body and in feeding on the life currency. Ouch! Look at a myriad of sexual examples here… take your pick, it has many faces and facets of expression… from the everyday normal, to the dark sinister revealed.. The ‘nature of the beast, that is man’ is a de-basement of the template that has de-based the true human nature of our capacity for union… one that is beautifully and fully our base sexual nature.
So she is taken, owned, forced, raped..;. possessed.. and yes we can fight and change the politics of our culture, but the base pattern and ‘permission’ is written in and sustained because it serves. Think about it… How hard has it been to fight for simple equality, respect, freedom… to stand against the domination in play, at every level of life… the worldly stuff that just doesn’t make sense from the heart of who are as human beings. You know what I mean…And women wear this garment the hardest, as the brutalization has dealt the worst blow to the womb - the giver of life - has literally robbed the womb of its capacity to create, and robbed the cradle of the pure babe.…. ring any bells? Layers and layers and layers…. like a pig that has rolled in mud so many times it now longer knows what its true face ls, what its original shape is….
We could delve into some pretty horrific stuff here.. but the news on the world telly does that for you, so lets return to the point of the zero… not as maths because that is not very sexy, but as body currency… Sexual current and the currency of union runs a circuit that is what union is designed to do… If they circuit has been fucked with, it is only able to direct currency from and through the de-based body . Union is in itself designed to unify the circuitry if masculine and feminine bio-form… Obvio… but is it? What does pure union look like? What does it feel like? The patterns we pass down to our pubescent teens are based on take other for self mostly… with respect hopefully.. Take a moment. And we come back to the boy who is learning how to be a man in this world. And the blossoming girl in the cloak who is negotiating the wolves as she walks through the woods..
The destruction and forces invested in ovaries that hold the template for the generations to come is far bigger than simply reclaiming the ‘divine feminine or teaching our young people to respect each others bodies. To understand this we need to explore the cradle of the womb that carries the babe and births the world anew…. The ovaries are tidal., And by this I mean more than controlled by the rhythms and cycles of the moon and oceans tides. We could begin a whole reclamation mission here if we choose to… All that we have lost can often be felt in the depth of heart grief when we stand at the edge of the ocean and scream…. tidal promises betrayed. But there is no language for this….we know the feeling of drowning and seeking shelter from the storm. We feel the heart-break for our children who need to negotiate the integrity of their being in this world that is set its jaw on breaking them and tearing them apart… Resilience becomes the new teaching.. Coping strategies.. Dis-empowerent of our young people is almost a given.. look at the language here.. given-taken… How well we have been groomed for the taking… Big fuck-off dystopian agendas playing at every level of our most intimate relationships and family life.. not just on the global stage
The Map
The conventional map is based on polarity, men and women and polarity in any and all its permutation. Polarity is fundamentally Duality without a core zero point. Though in today’s world they look the same.. what really is non-binary? A trinity core has mascline-feminine-zero, ie positive, negative, and neutral, our fundamental bio-physics.. It is a completely different body in a trinity zero-point union of masculine and feminine …it is raw nature at its most primal,, pure power and freedom., that is not de-based into some power-over control and servitude.. the fight of aeons, where we have forgotten what we are even fighting for…. The biology through union is unlocking infinity and retuning a fallen soldier to his true home, his true known stand as masculine, his purpose in this body, in this world.. what he truly stands and fights for…